Don’t you think that the classic Rock fandom deserves a price or something for having to watch youtube videos of their favourite bands and artists in 144p or 240p and still survive?
Whereas other fandoms can enjoy the pure joy of HD and HQ.
Shoutout to everyone in the classic Rock fandom: Keep hanging in there, mate, we all are doing just fine!
It’s been a long time since I last wrote something here. I can’t understand the need we people have to be scrutinized and that’s why we end up writing blogs and this stuff. Maybe because we’d like to think we’re not alone in our suffering. This past few years have kept me busy, however I’ve been feeling pretty bad lately…like bad bad. Again all this suicide thoughts, all this: “everything would be better if you didn’t existed”, but now I’ve got a pretty big responsibility in my hands, all this filmmaking won’t get itself done. However I’m feeling I’m not able to, that I don’t have the enough capacities you need to get this job done…and also I’m feeling I’m loosing the only friends I have because of my lack of ability.
And then this voices, telling me I won’t be able to make it, that I have no ability or capacity, that I’d be better letting everything go, that no one would miss me and my job, and that I’d be better dying soon, they keep me awake at night and make me sleep during daytime when I’m supposed to be more productive. I thought I had left depression long time ago, but I guess you cannot get rid of your demons that easy, and that sooner or later they’d come back. I’d like to know what to do…really, but venting out here, again is the only shorthand solution I found. Sorry to everyone.
